sometimes love just aint enough

Time After Time ~ If you are lost u can look and you will find me, If u fall i will catch you, I will be waiting.. Time after time..

2011-08-28T06:22:00.000-07:00

I miss you.. Come back to me soon..........

Another heartbreaking dilemma

2011-08-28T04:48:00.000-07:00

Summer breeze restaurant.
My second visit after a lapse of 10 years! Wow, i can't believe time passed like it was just yesterday. I wish i was still the young innocent lady back then. I wish my love life was as pure and beautiful like the rest. .

Whoever says that u have to jump into another new relationship fast as soon as you are suffering from a breakdown from the current one? Its worse than i ever felt it could be. I jumped and i changed.. i met another heartbreaking setback. What is wrong with my life!

He was a nice man. I could not bring myself to even want to see him. Fate never permits us to be together for long.. as soon as we met, i knew he had to leave here for good. What!!!! Am i just wasting another of my precious youth with a man whom i know is not going to stay with me? LDR?? No way.

I needed someone to be with. . Thats how life will become more meaningful.. but he never came...

An enjoyable day

2011-06-09T10:26:00.000-07:00

A wonderful day spent with angie, cyn and niece elyssa. Praying at bugis "Guan Yin" temple follow by lunch at dim sum restaurant. A great day!

Was talking to a friend also my long time beautician for the past 1year plus. Topic came to why nowadays people who are attached are still out fooling around looking for flings and ONS etc.. What disgust us more are married people are doing the same thing. Why are so many people staying on to a marriage just because of kids and no love at all.. They stayed on to the vow of a marriage yet strayed without the knowledge of their spouse. Its's so ironic. What happen to the true love we see in our grandparents generation. I can no longer see it from my circle of friends.. not anymore..

My first post :)

2011-06-01T07:31:00.000-07:00

Hi.. finally of months of wanting to write up a blog of mine.. I finally managed to start one today! Yay! Well.. how should i begin.. Hmm.. my life is as mess up as it seems a year ago. When i decided to end a 4 year marriage, there after,nothing seems to go right. And to those who just know me, yes I am unhappy in my first marriage due to many many reasons. Going through a painful divorce, having to face the sacarcism of people, pressure from family etc.. i fell into a series of self depression and insomnia for months.. Life is difficult as it may be.. but still, i brace to stand on my feet again and keep telling myself : What never kills makes me stronger! :)

A friend introduce me to this apps in Iphone call WHOSHERE just 3 weeks ago and since have been spending quite sometime chatting with people from all over the world. Never met anyone in particular till one fateful saturday.. Out of boredom and excitement to meet someone special.. i tapped on the icon and true enough i found HIM. . something attracts me to his way of impressing me with his words and cheerful personality. And to my own astonishment, even without meeting him in person, he had already gave me a deep feeling which no one ever did :) I was practically texting him the whole day, eat text, bath text.. first thing that i wake in the morning text again. Thats how feelings for him blossom. And then one day, we decided to meet up :)

He was nice. As what i thought he would be. Charming yes. Someone eligible enough to attract hundreds of girls i would say. It was a great meeting and we promise to meet up again. But things didnt turn out well as i hope it would be after that and i would not want to elaborate further on what exactly happen. But still, i have to admit that i still hold deep feelings for him till now.. I just have to tell myself.. what is not meant to be mine, and people who doesn't want to cherish.. I have to be brave and learn to let go :)