My first post :)

Hi.. finally of months of wanting to write up a blog of mine.. I finally managed to start one today! Yay! Well.. how should i begin.. Hmm.. my life is as mess up as it seems a year ago. When i decided to end a 4 year marriage, there after,nothing seems to go right. And to those who just know me, yes I am unhappy in my first marriage due to many many reasons. Going through a painful divorce, having to face the sacarcism of people, pressure from family etc.. i fell into a series of  self depression and insomnia for months.. Life is difficult as it may be.. but still, i brace to stand on my feet again and keep telling myself : What never kills makes me stronger! :)


A friend introduce me to this apps in Iphone call WHOSHERE just 3 weeks ago and since have been spending quite sometime chatting with people from all over the world. Never met anyone in particular till one fateful saturday.. Out of boredom and excitement to meet someone special.. i tapped on the icon and true enough i found HIM. . something attracts me to his way of impressing me with his words and cheerful personality. And to my own astonishment, even without meeting him in person, he had already gave me a deep feeling which no one ever did :) I was practically texting him the whole day, eat text, bath text.. first thing that i wake in the morning text again. Thats how feelings for him blossom. And then one day, we decided to meet up :)

He was nice. As what i thought he would be. Charming yes. Someone eligible enough to attract hundreds of girls i would say. It was a great meeting and we promise to meet up again. But things didnt turn out well as i hope it would be after that and i would not want to elaborate further on what exactly happen. But still, i have to admit that i still hold deep feelings for him till now.. I just have to tell myself.. what is not meant to be mine, and people who doesn't want to cherish.. I have to be brave and learn to let go :)